I never knew I could feel this way
Or at least I thought I wouldn’t
I told myself “don’t do it, no”
I just never knew that you could go
Lemon grass on my shoulder, it sticks
From those nights, that innocent kiss
My world lit up when you smiled
You held my nightmares into light
Maybe you didn’t care like me
Like I wanted to
But when you held me in your arms like the world will end
I know you cared, you know you did
Now all that I have left is my cinnamon soul
Smokes in solitude like I dreamt with you
The lines of love I always wanted to hear
How can they never be from you?
Teary eyes light up the sky
I toss and turn, toss and turn
Like a thread from my heart is attached to you
You’re all I looked up to
Even when u were not with me
How the dawn changes and I cant even look at you
~Amulya